どうも!

2011-07-08T22:58:00.001+08:00

firstly, people need to understand there are people who care
secondly people need to know they cant get everything they want

lastly, im irritated over this.

2010-12-14T12:14:00.002+08:00

last night, i drank whiskey. :D

i became drunk and my cousin told me a list of things i did.

1) i sat on the chair and smiled and laughed to myself

2) i wanted male prostitutes

3) i started dancing randomly and did alot of poses like lady gaga

4) i spread my legs wide apart and asked people to take photos

5) i kept saying there are bubbles in my stomach and asked people what to do, then i said there are tigers inside my stomach and asked people not to drown the tiger.

6) i talked nonsense to my cousin's boyfriend

7) i made grand entrances by posing weirdly at doors

8) i suddenly started being very sad and said i wanted to sleep, the next moment i said i do not want to sleep

9) i kept asking for alcohol

10) i said i was a bird and wanted to fly and sang songs about flying.

11) i said i was in love with my cousin's boyfriend

12) i said i wanted to find my cousin and called her BB Qian - whatever the shit that is

13) i snatched the chair away from my cousin and plopped down on it. =.=

14) i had a weird craving for chocolate cake

15) once i saw my mom i was immediately sober

16) i said i was no father and mother's day, but teacher's day and children's day should be together so we have holidays together.

so far that's all i remember and what they told me.

i should never get drunk

2010-12-05T21:15:00.000+08:00

today i asked a shop guy to help me top up my malaysian number prepaid card. he looked at my phone wallpaper (jonghyun) and said. EH YOUR BOYFRIEND AH? HANDSOME EH. LOLOL. if only jonghyun was mine ;_; LOL

AND I SHOPPPED LIKE MADDD

2010-11-23T13:59:00.002+08:00

TEENAGE YEARS.

Expectations

A big group of friends
sneaking out of house
my first kiss
late nights under the stars
crying on my best friend's shoulders
passing notes in class
going on adventures
getting out of my town
campfires
telling secrets
feeling what it's like to fall in love for the first time
roadtrips
dance parties
driving around
getting lost
endless laughtner
happiest years of my life

Reality

feeling lonely
staying in
late nights studying for that math test,
waking up early
tiredness
school all day and homeowrk all night
being stressed out
trapped in a town i hate
feeling nothing remotely close to love
keeping it all bottled up
crying far too often
spending too much time on the internet
waiting for better years to come

2010-11-20T14:17:00.002+08:00

okay so i actually went to queue overnight at parkway parade for super show 3 with SANDY JINYAO AND YUTING :D mad womans who are in love with super junior LOL we ran around parkway parade from macdonalds to parkway to all entrances trying to derive a perfect plan to get tickets. We listened, sang and danced to kpop songs and watched movies on phones, played games and made fun of other people queuing (LOL)

we slept in macdonald, camped outside the shopping mall, inside the mall, slept on the ground (LOL) butttttttttttt THE FUCKING SERVER JAMMED so we didnt get any tickets. WE QUEUED FOR 14 HOURS. DAMN IT. BUT. in the end we went online reservation and got 5 tickets, just nice one for every person with sandy's sister :D

but the problem is we have 5 tickets, 3 of $208 and 2 of $158, some $208 tickets nicer than others and one $158 ticket damn lousy so we're not sure how to split D: either way, im so happy we got tickets <3 ^^

2010-11-14T22:36:00.001+08:00

to all 207-nians i love you ^^

And so we talked all night about the rest of our lives
Where we're gonna be when we turn 15
I keep thinking times will never change
Keep on thinking things will always be the same
But when we leave this year we won't be coming back
No more hanging out cause we're on a different track
And if you got something that you need to say
You better say it right now cause you don't have another day
Cause we're moving on and we can't slow down
These memories are playing like a film without sound
And I keep thinking of the night in June
I Didn't know much of love, but it came too soon
And There was me and you, and then it got real blue
Stay at home talkin' on the telephone and
We would get so excited, we'd get so scared
Laughing at our selves thinking life's not fair
And this is how it feels

As we go on, we remember
All the times we had together
And as our lives change, from whatever
We will still be, friends forever

So if we get the big jobs and we make the big money
When we look back now, will that joke still be funny?
Will we still remember everything we learned in school?
Still be trying to break every single rule
Will little brainy Bobby be the stockbroker man?
Can Heather find a job that won't interfere with her tan?
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly
And this is how it feels

Will we think about tomorrow like we think about now?
Can we survive it out there? Can we make it somehow?
I guess I thought that this would never end
And suddenly it's like we're women and men
Will the past be a shadow that will follow us round?
Will these memories fade when I leave this town
I keep, I keep thinking that it's not goodbye
Keep on thinking it's a time to fly

2010-11-03T15:57:00.002+08:00

ok i think me weiqi sandy and shermaine are in deep trouble LOL
we ponned alot of talks recently, i mean seriously who wants to listen to old aunties crapping about macro concepts and what was questioned in the exams when it is over, and then listening to someone saying a year end speech who we timed and actually talked at a speed of 39 words per minute.

wtf,

but today morning they decided to take attendance.

supposedly they are going to call out those who ponned.
but no one really cares.

2010-10-25T18:20:00.002+08:00

WHEEEE.
today went to east coast park with clique <3
wanted to go cycling but the renting place was closed D:
so we played in the sea XDD

sand fight, water fight, whatever fight, imagine for yourself :P
mass photos in jinyao's phone.
all of us bathed in one cubicle afterwards LOL.

2010-10-19T20:06:00.003+08:00

have you ever felt when you tried your best
and you know you will not succeed. but when the worst comes,
you still are unprepared for it and you can only break down?

math does the craziest things to me sometimes

2010-10-15T13:46:00.002+08:00

exams are finally over :D
what we have been studying for almost the whole year has finally paid off ((:
and i went to celebrate with awesome clique <3
hahaha we wanted to rent a horror movie, eat lunch and go shibei house to watch the movie, then dinner but all the nice movies are nc-16 or m-18 D: DAMN.
so we found this nice auntie who wanted to help us borrow by lying to the auntie
and when the shop owner asked her if she knew us, she still sided with us,
but the retarded thing was she forgot to bring her I/C D:

so we ate lunch at yoshinaya, and we saw these guys fighting at the restaurant O.O"
they irritated us really badly, and in the end when they kenna scolded we laughed like mad.
heh.
then we went to collected jap paper. ahhh damn. only got 26/100 overall =.="
what type of marks is this man. LOL
at shibei house we played mahjong from around 4 to 8.30~
i won 6 rounds heh :D
it was fun, clique outing again soon <3

2010-10-11T14:06:00.001+08:00

2 more days. jiayous to peeps~! <3

(PS : LOOK CAREFULLY :D I CHANGED MY CURSOR ON MY BLOG TO A JONGHYUN CURSOR ((: BUT IT ONLY APPEARS AT SOME PLACES D:)

2010-10-10T18:51:00.000+08:00

MATH THIS IS FOR YOU.
I FEEL LIKE NADLJSANFL;NFL;AS FD SAFDSING IT,

2010-10-08T22:21:00.001+08:00

You know you are a SHINee fan when:
You you understand the phrase "THIS IS THE REALITY I WANTED" [x]
Onew condition is pure love [x]
You ship Jongkey [x]
You ship 2min [x]
You ship Dubuchicken [x]
AMIGO is no longer just "friend" in Spanish to you [x]
You know of/ship other pairings but respect the three pairings above anyways [x]
You watched "Hello Baby religiously" [x]
Flaming charisma fo eva and always [x]
During the Lucifer picture teaser releases, your thoughts went as follows: Onew = LOL A NINJA, Jonghyun = SEXY BACK AND I SEE BOOBS, KEY = Once a diva, always a diva, Taemin = THIS IS THE REALITY I WANTED, Minho = okay… [x]
"YOU LOOK LIKE A LEEZARD" [x]
When you eat of chicken, you think of Onew [x]
Lucifer is not the devil to you [x]
You know what a Pedo Nuna is and to whom it refers too [x]
WHAT IS LIFE I ONLY KNOW OF SHINEE [x]
You know of Jongsica [x]
When you were waiting for the new SHINee song to play on that radio thing, you were completely pissed off at the fact that they stopped playing the SHINee album, played some chick speaking, and then played SNSD (no matter how much you love SNSD, because you were waiting for SHINee) [x]
You laughed at Onew’s slight fear of Yoogeun [x]
You know SHINee is at it’s best when they are as 5 [x]
"Forever a Shawol" is a statement relevant to your life [x]
You know at least 70% of SHINee fan cheers [x]
A locket is no longer a piece of jewelry in your heart [x]
You know the order the SHINee members were diagnosed with "swine flu" (Jonghyun Onew Taemin) [x]
You know all colours in Key’s hair during the "Ring Ding Dong" days [x]
Taeming is a bamf at dancing [x]
You can dance the SHINee dances
Minho hate makes you wanna slap a ho [x]
Key is gorgeous, Taemin is your girlfriend [x]
You played the "Lucifer" teaser more then 50 times [x]
A flamer isn’t just a slang name for a Pokemon move [x]
You were mildly shocked when Onew said he ideal girl was Jungah [x]
You got jealous while watching Yuhanam [x]
Jjong was the star in "Land Before Time"
You can sing the SHINee songs [x]
Keysha [x]
Taemint isn’t just a mint [x]
"The Name I Loved" [x]
Your heart mildly drops when you see a SHINee member with another girl [x]
On a roller coaster ride, you are tempted to sing "Up and Down" [x]
You understand what "ShaWol" means [x]
When you want to beat up people who bully Taemin [x]
Yirang [x]
When chicken has become your favorite food. [x]
Le Charismatic Frog [x]
You rep pearlescent sky blue [x]
May 25th 2008 is a godly day for you which you will always remember [x]
You know the original version of "WOWOWOW" [x]
You spell "shine" as "shinee" [x]
You thought their "Love Like Oxygen" days were pure sex(y) [x]
Key is diva [x]
You watched Taemings sitcom (and kinda laughed at the kiss scene) [x]
You like Minho [x]
You never want Minho out of SHINee. NEVER.[x]
You know why so many people scream "MVP" when Onew sings it in "Noona Neomu Yeppeo" [x]
You know Y.O.U. Stands for "Year of Us" [x]
You like "shout Out" for more then just the obvious part (but you still love the moans either way)[x]
Bling bling is more then a name for fancy shiny crap in your life [x]
You have seen all 5 bulges [x] (*ahem refer to fuckyeahdubulge.tumblr.com*)
Jjong knows you think he’s sexy [x]
You cried at Taemin crying [x]
Keymera[x]
You sat up all night every night for the release of Lucifer information [x]
When Minho was hurt, you did not blame him for the delay of SHINee’s comeback, instead you cared about him [x]
Dream team [x]
Yoogeun is the second Minho [x]
Onew is so sexy idgaf [x]
Key doing "Muzik" = JIZZ. IN. MY PANTS. [x]
One word: Obsession [x]
You know that Minho is the boy in SNSD’s "Gee" music video [x]
Still I have romantic in my heart [x]
Ring Ding Dong was so cute, ide [x]
Forever and always a OT5 [x]

2010-10-08T20:43:00.005+08:00

"‘Friends.’ A simple word isn’t it? It’s uttered everyday to almost every person imaginable. Who are your friends? I used to think that friends were the people that you could laugh and talk to. Now I know that friends aren’t that, they’re the people that touch your heart. You could spend hours with them doing nothing at all and it can be the best time of your life, just because it was with them. They’re the people you can share your secrets with, cry with, laugh with, and just have fun with. They don’t judge you or make you change. They accept you exactly as you are. They look at you and they see a great person, one they love spending time with. You all share something in common and are tied together by memories, tears, laughs and smiles. You’re tied together by love for the other. Friendship is one of the greatest things in the world. I find my time with my friends, the best times of my life. My friends are my heart, my soul, my fun, my laughter, tears, love and my life."

2010-10-08T20:09:00.002+08:00

exams are going to be over
the number of days till year end are getting lesser.
hmm, this means the number of days we are going to spend with our friends will be lesser.
the thought of it makes me very sad.
my class barely got bonded this year,
last year it was totally clique-ish
but this year any random people can get together and talk, go out :D

and one important thing, people clique together by personality right?
our clique everyone has different characters
some people even asked how we managed to get along so well,
yes we quarrel often but we always make up the next day
and it pains me to know we're gonna be separated D:
i shall write a letter to everyone in class :D

Why can't we get all the people together in the world that we really like and then just stay together? I guess that wouldn't work. Someone would leave. Someone always leaves. Then we would have to say good-bye. I hate good-byes. I know what I need. I need more hellos.

2010-10-06T18:39:00.000+08:00

While I was randomly surfing the net on kpop stuff , this came up . and you would not believe how true it is .

when math doesn’t make sense anymore. 7-1=0, 5-1=0 [x]

to know the correct answer to the question, “What time is it now?”
to learn the Korean language solely from music and dramas [x]
when you start comparing every guy’s body to either Taeyang’s or Jaebeom’s. [x]
to make it your life mission to see TOP shirtless
to want to be older, just for Taemin. [x]
to believe that Rain is the person who actually makes it rain [x]
to love Korean cellphones better than American phones [x]
to refer to your favorite idol as your husband/wife [x]

to enjoy fan service provided from “couples” within a group [x]

to randomly break into “ssanti” dances [x]
for boy bands to be loved [x]
for boy bands to have straight guys to dress up as girls [x]
to know every single name of a group with an outrageous number of people [x]
when bad news about your bias makes you want to shoot something [x]
when you start pronouncing LEADER as LEADJA [x]
when you star spelling SHINY as SHINEE [x][x][x][x][x][x]
when your grammar becomes so horrible, you say, “WHERE U AT?!” [x]
when you want “Wedding Dress” to be the song you walk down the aisle to [x]
when BIG BANG is not a theory or a TV show [x]
to get everyone dried mangoes for Christmas
when you have no idea what’s going on in Hollywood [x]
when you think Edward Cullen has nothing on Jaejoong [x]

everyone knows your ideal type of boyfriend/girlfriend to be Korean[x]

for your family to look at you funny when you laugh at the computer [x]
to think that Seung Ri is cuter than Justin Bieber. [x]

to spam tweet anything that’s Korean [x]
when you want to move to Seattle
for girls to be good at rapping [x]
for idols to be eccentric and different [x]
for colored skinny jeans to look amazing on guys [x]
when you try to start a flash mob [x]
when you go from wanting to travel to Hawaii to South Korea
when your phone goes RING DING DONG whenever you receive a call [x][x][x]
when you have a folder on your computer specifically for your favorite artist[x][x][x][x][x][x]

2010-10-06T11:00:00.002+08:00

Firstly i shall post about some retard called weiqi dear xD

who made a post on me that is completely untrue and made me sound stupid.

mr lau made me pin up all my fringe D: sad huh. LOL but the thing is weiqi has pimples :D

that day on the MRT, we are trying to be angry at each other.

weiqi's acting is a complete retard :P she cannot even be serious for a moment HAHAHA

while mine was the best :P and we saw this very cute guy,

and we stared at him until we missed the train. HAHAH

oh well this post isnt about weiqi anymore :P

oh well, im hoping that exams will be over soon D: D:

eeekkkk. im not going to take any pictures in school anymore :Pm

2010-10-05T21:41:00.003+08:00

today is the last history lesson.
everyone was counting down to the last ummu choo lesson :P
seriously no one can stand her :P
i shall write some quotes by her to commemorate her!
(me and jo was spazzzzing over kpop. SHINEE 2PM HAHA. JONGHYUN)

WE ARE AT THE MERCY OF MACHINES

PLEASE HAVE RESPECT

I DONT CARE IF YOU FEEL LIKE KILLING ME. AS LONG AS I FEEL I TAUGHT YOU WELL, MY CONSCIENCE IS CLEAR

sorry mrs choo, but those are the only thing that went into our head during the year :P
oh well, today during HOP, our group built the 2nd tallest tower, sturdiest tower, and steadiest bridge <3 hehehe it proves our clique is awesome cause me shibei and weiqi contricuted to the tower while shermaine jinyao contributed to the bridge.

oh well, i made an awesome discovery that caused the sucess :P
if you have a high tower, and it falls over, just put a horizontal stick across. like this

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and the whole tower will be sturdier :P (my theory for this, is equilibrium. yes it does not make sense)

everyone jiayous for exam <3

2010-10-04T19:33:00.001+08:00

OMG FINALLY WHAT I'VE BEEN WAITING FOR <3
jonghyun :3

2010-10-02T11:56:00.002+08:00

YESTERDAY WE WENT TO SHIBEI HOUSE

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SHIBEI <3 WE LOVE YOU! ((:

we pranked her twice, first we mixed chilli and tomato sauce together with lemon juice
then told her to touch it because there is a chemical reaction,
but she didnt believe ): so we asked her to smell it,
but SHE DID AND WE SMACKED HER HEAD DOWN! WHOOO.

secondly, we drenched her with the hose twice :P
her mom got pretty unhappy, but IT WAS EPIC! ((:

we scooter-ed to the playground. ((: heheh
doesnt it sound like your childhood? we went mad at the playground,
havent had that much fun since eons ago )):

shibei's birthday cake was so nice <3
oreo cheesecake! <3 did a parody of something about love there :P

and we disturbed her neighbour when we sent food over XD hahaha
"OWNER OF S** **** PLEASE COME OUT. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHIBEI. WHEE WHOOOO"
and so on :P you get the idea!

shibei we love you ((:

2010-09-30T19:34:00.001+08:00

THIS IS SO DAMN INNERFANGIRLRELEASE-THINGUM- :D haha
no words to describe! :D
it acts as a form of stress reliever for me :P
im glad i mugged for jap! this is the first time i understood the whole paper
and i actually understood the listening comprehension :P
pity i didnt study much grammar D:
well, 9 hoours of worth it,! :D and i have to say my chinese compo says :
for success, you must work hard :P

2010-09-29T18:19:00.002+08:00

Being a teenager is vastly overrated. We all make mistakes, we are stubborn and we couldn’t give two shits what our parents think, we hate school, we cause shit, we fight, we love, we cry, we give up on believing in a higher power. We’re all fucked up and thats the truth, we all come from dysfunctional families, because no family is perfect; we say things that we don’t mean, we yell, we scream, we get broken hearts, we get drunk, we have sex. Grades don’t mean a thing anymore, we live on quotes and music that describe our lives and most importantly we are tired. We are tired of waking up each morning and having to go to school where we see the people we hate or the people we love, we get tired of waiting for the text message that’s not going to come and we get tired of pretending we’re fine.

2010-09-23T21:34:00.002+08:00

today something made me damn pissed.
i was on the MRT with liran, and we were talking happily,
in front of me was a man and a woman.
friggin weird pair, the man kept offering medicine to the lady
and the lady keep declining O_O" its those with clinic stamp on top
and with the white sticker with the patient's name on top.
ok away from that. halfway during the trip, a man sitting beside them went off.
there was a empty seat in front of me. i did not sit down because

later some stupid people go stomp me
i was only 2 stops away
liran was beside me, isnt it a little rude to just sit down

so anyway the lady asked the man in a hush voice which i didnt manage to hear all of it, but somehow interpreted.
"why she don't want sit down"

and the man said loudly while freaking pointing to me

“胆小吗！女校就是女校！”
translation : cowardly mah! see this is girls school!

i stared at him while he looked at the lady proudly with the WTF ?!?!? face
and i nearly said to him.

“对呀！就是胆小。看见你的脸就害怕了，本来还想坐下。”
translation :yea, im cowardly, im afraid after seeing your face. i wanted to sit down originally.

=.=" omg please lah, girls school doesnt mean we don't see guys
doesnt mean we don't sit next to guys on MRT.
at least you look at bit more handsome i consider sitting down can?
also there were elderly people around so i didnt sit in case stomp lah.
you very brave is it? eat in MRT very pro liao lah.
still insult people when you don't even know the truth.

and lastly,

i hate people who make generalizations without looking into things.
girls school, is girls school. yes, but we HAVE SEEN GUYS BEFORE.
NOW GO BACK TO YOUR HOME AND HIDE IN YOUR BED.
KTHXBAI

2010-09-17T17:38:00.002+08:00

WENT TO UNIVERSAL STUDIOS LAST NIGHT WITH YOG PEEPS <3
FUN TTM AND IT WAS A GREAT BONDING SESSION :D

blog more next time, because we reached home at 1.30pm T.T
i can barely walk straight now and i fell asleep with my contacts now
so my eyes are damn irritated and weird-ish
and i slept whole day in school today

2010-09-12T22:05:00.001+08:00

approximately one year of slogging off? D:
plus 6 hours of mad chionging and pricking of fingers
cursing at threads and cutting cloth precisely and accurately.

this is my final product :D a dress, outfit completely made by me
from pieces of cloth only! :D

2010-09-11T11:31:00.003+08:00

CSI filming was awesome guys! :D

with prank calls, hacking into facebook while tagging random people (including gymnast =.=" i feel for bad for jesse glenn receiving "i love you"s everyday from different people :P), powder fight, make-up fight, eating awesome lunch and dinner! :D

not to mention that we did major chionging in 3 days and yesterday we stayed at shibei house till 12.30am =.=" and the vid is not yet finished, jiayous people! :D

check out my facebook wall :P me and shermaine did covers of four different songs and disrupted the whole neighbourhood with our awesome singing (should i say parody?) and camwhored like mad people! :D

"hello. this is the care for pets society calling. we would like to confirm your donation of 50 dollars to the society. we would like to thank you for your generous donation by inviting you to celebrate with us at our new branch at bedok next saturday. we hope you would reply as soon as possible, by this friday. thank you. bye bye."

this was the most successful prankcall and people actually believed! :D haha

<3>

2010-09-09T14:29:00.001+08:00

FUCK YOU

2010-09-07T15:46:00.002+08:00

i met this damn weird lady at Bedok MRT in the toilet today >.<"
when she came out from the toilet i nearly died of shock.
she had her hair covering her face and her hair was dripping wet,
then she was terribly hunched back and holding alot bags,
when i entered the toilet, the toilet had this damn strong smell of medical oil
it was so strong that i teared up!
when i came out from the toilet she was in front of the mirror,
reaching into her shirt and putting more medical oil onto her breast area! >.<"
(could tell she was reaching into her bra) and she was just staring at the mirror
with this creepy expression O.O"

2010-09-04T20:32:00.000+08:00

found this damn cool post from prettyplasticfaces.tumblr.com (: (TOTALLY NOT ME. I WILL NEVER TYPE SOMETHING LIKE THIS. KTHXBAI)

It honestly annoys me how guys think our periods “aren’t as big of a deal as we make them out to be”.

YOU TRY BLEEDING OUT OF YOUR VAG FOR ABOUT 7 DAYS WHILE DEALING WITH THE FOLLOWING:

Cramps that make you want to rip out your ovaries.
Not being able to get comfortable at night no matter how you lay.
Craving random shit.
Not having the random shit you’re craving.
Crying for unexplainable reasons.
Feeling like an impregnated cow with a gut.
NO SEX, you can, but that’s gross.
More than likely no oral, ew…redwings.
Feeling like you are being stabbed to death with a fucking machete or samurai sword repeatedly.
Crying.
Worry about leaking through whatever you’re wearing
Ruining cute ass underwear with unforgiving blood spots.
THINKING you’re done with your period, take out weapon (tampon/pad), 5 minutes later you check, not done, not at all.
Uncomfortable swimming experiences.
Annoyance level increases about 1283717463%
You will yell at people you love.
Having to piss every 13 minutes.
Farting like a fucking obese redneck father.
Wanting to eat everything in sight.
Craving chocolate so bad you start yelling it like the psycho fish from Spongebob.
Only time you’re actually horny, when sex isn’t an option.
Getting offensive and self conscious over every remark directed toward you.
Lots of crying.

And of course the descision to shove a wad of cotton up your cooch or basically wear a diaper.

Either way, H8 LYFE.
(lol I didn’t make this list for it to be a big debate, and I’m definitely not saying all of you guys deal with every single thing on the list, this is just a bitchy rant for those of us that do, your opinion is unnecessary.)

2010-09-04T20:26:00.000+08:00

She’s just a girl. Nothing special, just your average teenager. Her hair never went the way she wanted it, her clothes never fit her right, and she never went to bed at a reasonable hour before school the next day. She didn’t have straight A’s, and she wasn’t the sports star. But she has dreams. When no one is around, she dances and she sings. She wants to fall in love. She has once before, but has gotten her heart broken. She is probably more careful than she should be. She wants a boy who sees the real her, not the one she tries to make people thinks she is. She wants to be loved for the girl who is clumsy. The girl who is super ticklish and has a crazy laugh. The one who is the band geek and who doesn’t feel beautiful. She’s crazy sometimes, and she cries too easily. And all she wants is a boy to love her for that. One who will hold her hand and kiss her forehead. One who will give her his sweatshirt when she is cold, and hold her when she cries. He won’t be afraid to let the world knows he loves her. All she wants is a happy ending.

2010-09-04T11:23:00.001+08:00

i love my new background so much (:
it has that nice vintage feel, dont you agree?

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i have this giant list of homework on my desk X.x
why is it called holidays when we have to do homework
and study for exams?

im hoping desperately im getting nice answers from the gymnast
and that might help me in my biography aa X.x

2010-09-03T22:03:00.002+08:00

whoa
9/3/2010	9:57:05 PM	JINGYI \|\| a dream is a wish your heart makes	SHERMAINE ukr♥	i damn pissed sia
9/3/2010	9:57:06 PM	JINGYI \|\| a dream is a wish your heart makes	SHERMAINE ukr♥	with my mom
9/3/2010	9:57:17 PM	JINGYI \|\| a dream is a wish your heart makes	SHERMAINE ukr♥	you know i use my facebook to talk to gymnast about my biography aa
9/3/2010	9:57:19 PM	JINGYI \|\| a dream is a wish your heart makes	SHERMAINE ukr♥	then my mom come in
9/3/2010	9:57:21 PM	JINGYI \|\| a dream is a wish your heart makes	SHERMAINE ukr♥	she say
9/3/2010	9:57:22 PM	JINGYI \|\| a dream is a wish your heart makes	SHERMAINE ukr♥	i always blog
9/3/2010	9:57:25 PM	JINGYI \|\| a dream is a wish your heart makes	SHERMAINE ukr♥	blog dunno what shit
9/3/2010	9:57:31 PM	JINGYI \|\| a dream is a wish your heart makes	SHERMAINE ukr♥	threaten to ask my dad ban blogger
9/3/2010	9:57:32 PM	JINGYI \|\| a dream is a wish your heart makes	SHERMAINE ukr♥	!
9/3/2010	9:57:39 PM	JINGYI \|\| a dream is a wish your heart makes	SHERMAINE ukr♥	then she say i never do overdue worksheet
9/3/2010	9:57:48 PM	JINGYI \|\| a dream is a wish your heart makes	SHERMAINE ukr♥	when the worksheet are given yesterday and holiday homework
9/3/2010	9:58:09 PM	JINGYI \|\| a dream is a wish your heart makes	SHERMAINE ukr♥	then she say i dont file my stuff when she didnt realise she's messing up the stuff i organised by disvided with pieces of paper
9/3/2010	9:58:16 PM	JINGYI \|\| a dream is a wish your heart makes	SHERMAINE ukr♥	then she say she ban me from com.
9/3/2010	9:58:16 PM	JINGYI \|\| a dream is a wish your heart makes	SHERMAINE ukr♥	wtf

yea, im damn pissed right now! D:
lesson, people : always get the facts right before you start scolding!

(hmm yea, i hoping to be able to interview some gymnast for my biography work T.T)

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today during PE, we did rockclimbing module,
last lesson before our assessment,
i nearly climbed the overhang
and hearing people shout my name below was a motivation

i was that near to it D:

i gave up and tried again.
but it was worse because i had no strength left at all D:

second lesson learnt : its okay to stop, pause, rest and try again :D

2010-09-02T20:27:00.002+08:00

10 wishes

1) to be truly loved by someone i know
2) to be unblocked by ____
3) for 207'10 to never be separated
4) for someone to tell me that im beautiful, from the inside to the outside
5) to be appreciated and loved
6) to know people from all over the world and keep in contact forever
7) to find my goal in life
8) to be the priority in someone's life
9) to money to have sex in my wallet and reproduce
10) world peace

2010-08-31T19:48:00.002+08:00

today during teacher's day class party it was a total mess.

FOOD FIGHT :D

miss wu, miss tan and mdm thern were being caked by us :P
in the end everyone had chocolate cake on their hair, face and uniform
miss tan smashed a piece of cake onto my hair D:
and kathleen did so too screaming "SCREW YOUR BANGS"
hahahaha, i went back to primary school smelling like chocolate cake
with oily hair D:
we caked mr yeo outside our class and forced him to enter our class,
then we made him sing bad romance for us or we will cake him again :P
his singing is really nice :D
HAHAHA im serious! im surprised :D shuyun, upload video on facebook!

after going back to primary school, went to christian house
for a game of truth or dare that lasted over an hour :X
found out some interesting stuff, teehee :P

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY!

2010-08-28T21:25:00.000+08:00

ohmygod. i just screwed everything with a sentence.
am i that idiotic

2010-08-27T22:31:00.000+08:00

When you're sad, the world may seem dark and unfriendly. You might feel like you have nothing to look forward to. The hurt deep inside may crush your usually good mood.

Sadness makes you feel like crying, and sometimes the tears are hard to stop. Crying often makes you feel better.

Sometimes when your mood is sad, you just feel like being alone for a little while. Or you might want someone to comfort you or just keep you company while you go through the sad feeling. Talking about what has made you sad usually helps the sad feeling melt away.

im having post YOG depression,
listening to the YOG theme song can make me tear up
looking at gymnast's facebook posts about leaving singapore can make me tear up
articles about YOG can make me tear up,
people talking about gymnast can make me tear up.

i miss YOG D:

2010-08-26T17:06:00.002+08:00

YOG is over.
i have no way to describe how sad i am now,
its like something thats a part of your life already,
and now you have to leave it.

i'll miss the gymnasts
i'll miss the workforce
i'll miss the lunch and dinner
i'll miss the free drinks
i'll miss marshalling the athletes and coaches
i'll miss finding out what codes like UZB actually mean
i'll miss taking photos with gymnasts secretly
i'll miss stalking gymnasts
i'll miss taking autographs
i'll miss getting caught and scolded.

I'll miss these words so much. Rings Pommel Vault Floor P. bars high bars uneven bars beam yuya daniel weinert thomas neuteleers hot guys energy bar orange juice coke zhu xiaodong debrief workforce dining hall lunch dinner voucher mixed zone marshalls YOG SINGAPORE 2010

i'll miss YOG Singapore 2010.
and i know it'll never come back and i'll never forget about it

TToTT

2010-08-26T16:52:00.007+08:00

<< something i regret so much is when zhu xiao dong offered to give me and clara his email, we actually declined and asked him to email us first. i have no idea why i did that, and maybe to him we are just two fans, and maybe he wont put so much consideration to remember to email us, i just hope he remembers me and emails us? hmm. i'll just keep the blind faith on. >>

2010-08-24T21:39:00.002+08:00

today a sentence zhu xiao dong said to me struck me hard.

“你是关静宜而你的朋友是张瑞恩，对吧？”

that he actually remembers our names :D
and today he waved to me first :D
and that he promised to write us emails.
he just won daniel weinert and yuya kamoto's place in my heart,

2010-08-23T16:51:00.004+08:00

today the sweetest thing happened <3
i was really afraid that zhu xiaodong was afraid of me,
so i wrote him a second letter,
and i went into the training hall to give it to him,
but i met the coach, and i got scolded =.=

我：我可以把这封信给晓冬吗？
教练：比赛后吧，比赛后吧
我：可是这里面有比赛的东西，就一下子好吗？不会打扰的
教练：你就是说他读了过后就一定会赢吗？

but i didnt care and apologised, then gave the letter to him,
but the coach didnt allow him to read,
and before the competition he looked at me but didnt smile
so i was damn emo.

after the competition, i saw him at the mixed zone,
and he waved to me and smiled :D
so i waved back and smiled :D
but i didnt go away,
so he waved to me and smiled :D
so i waved back and smiled :D
but i still didnt go away.
so he waved to me and said bye bye in this ridiculously cute accent.
so i waved back and said bye bye :D
then i went up and said

我：你有读了我的信吗？
他：啊，我读了啊，我读了啊

then he asked me, the whole time smiling

他：你叫什么？
我：我叫什么？
他：你叫什么？
我：我叫什么？
他：你的名字
我：我的名字？
他：你的名字
我：静宜

he thought for a while, then smiled at me again :D

他：啊我知道了，知道了。
我：那。。你不会是怕了我吧？
他：噢，不会啊！

then i went into the mixed zone, cause he was started to get bombarded by fangirls
and i got jealous X.x then clara asked me to ask him to sign her book,

我：你可以帮我朋友签名吗？
他：当然可以啊！

then he gave a damn sweet smile! :D
then the venue manager came and chased us off saying he need to take the bus back D:
he went off, but before reaching the door, he turned back,
opened the front compartment of his bag, and took out two china pins,
and he reached out his palm towards me with the pins in them, saying

他：哪！这是送给你的！

and gave a damn sweet smile :D

我：真的吗？谢谢你！

then he nodded at me, smiled, all this while
he was surrounded with fangirls!
and people were staring at me with the jealous eye xD
then before he elft, he turned around,
stared at me, smiled and said bye! <3

2010-08-22T14:01:00.005+08:00

for my whole album, go to
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=29949&id=1848000282&l=df7b764668 :D

2010-08-21T23:50:00.005+08:00

today i did the most retarded thing.
i gave two letters, one to yuya kamoto and another to zhu xiao dong.
i asked sabrina to pass him during the competition but she passed it before the march in,
and when i went to the holding area, yuya pointed to the letter and smiled to me,
nodding his head, like asking if i wrote him to letter!
so i smiled and nodded, and he smiled again and read the letter in front of me,
everyone noticed h e smiled the whole way, and when he finished reading the letter,
he tucked it into the pocket of his jacket! :D :D :D

but when me and clara passed the letter to xiaodong,
he smiled while eating the energy bar xD
and i said in broken chinese :

this....me... my friend and my... letter :D

then i ran away =.= he read my letter and smiled, then he went inside the training hall,
but before the competition, when i said good luck to him he gave me a scared smile
AND I WAS SO SHOCKED. i thought he was scared of me so i decided to shun him forever =.=
so after the competition when he came down, i just talked to vallei,
but when i turned around,his eyes met mine,
he gave me a happy smile and waved at me,
but i was so "traumatized" i just gave a blank face and turned around,
and continued talking to vallei, because i thought he was scared of me -.-
vallei nudged and said "WHAT ARE YOU DOING"
then it struck me, and i wanted to turn around,
but i saw he abruptly stopped waving and walked away.

yea O.o so i dunno if he's scared of me.
and i dunno what im doing

2010-08-20T22:27:00.003+08:00

i've officially taken 4 photos with yuya kamoto
and given him a letter.
but he still doesnt seem to recognise me xD

and did i mention the cute argentina girl wanted to swop her shirt with me D:
but hers was too small for me,
and i didnt bring an extra shirt today,
plus it wasnt her official YOG shirt,
thats why i didnt change D:

2010-08-19T22:10:00.001+08:00

HOT HOT GERMAN
DANIEL WEINERT

2010-08-18T23:32:00.003+08:00

today the cutest thing happened again.

me beverly shermaine and clara stalked the china guy to the toilet xD
and it happened the CCTV people were there for an interview too,
so we exchanged our school crest for a CCTV crest. LOL
and when the china guy came out from the toilet he was so shocked.
and he took photos with us, (i think he recognised me xD) and the CCTV
person filmed us, while saying 粉丝
meaning we might go on CCTV just by taking pics with the china guy LOL

when after the competition he came out from the doping room,
i waited for all fangirls to finish bombarding him, and when he went down the stairs
i shouted
你很可爱！我爱你！
and he turned back and laughed then smile at me!
OMG WITH THAT DAMN CUTE FACE.
and when he went down to the training hall,
claudia asked him to sign in the autograph book,
so he did, and i asked her to help me get one too xD
and he said
又来签多一个啊？
and when i said it was for me, he smield at me and signed for me xD
WITH THAT DAMN CUTE FACE SMILING HAHAH.
and when he left, all of us were standing in a semi-circle watching him leave.
being the fangirl me,
i screamed again
再见！我真的很爱你！
he laughed again! smiled, turn backed looked into my eyes
and walked away towards the exit backwards waving at me!
i waved back at him laughing, and ohmygod.
he was looking into my eyes a good few seconds, waving only to me
cause i "confessed" while laughing that damn cute smile of his.
LOL!

：D and the peeps were jealous! :D

2010-08-17T21:16:00.002+08:00

OMG OMG THE MONGOLIA GUY DAMN CUTE.
today was WAG the the mongolian girl paticipated,
so during the competition i sat at the marshalling seats,
i looked up and saw the mongolia guy xD
he was doing the most retarded thing (BUT DAMN CUTE OMG) possible
he was waving the mongolia flag and moving his head along with it XD
the flag went left, his head went left.
the flag went right, his head went right
so his was like vigorously shaking his head and i was thinking how his head never fall off xD
and i was laughing to myself like mad.
earlier i told john i wanted a mongolian badge but the coach didnt understand english
so john gave me this singapore keychain.
after the competition i saw his taking photos with the mongolian girl
so i went over and took more pictures with him + the girl,
and i was screaming cause he was much closer than last time!
and i started blushing like mad XD
then i asked him to exchange badges and the cutest thing happened

in a cute mongolian accent "uh, i don't know. im not sure. let me check"
*digs out a wrapper.* me : =.=
*digs out a green sweet* me : =.="
*digs out a purple sweet* me: =.=" >.
*digs out a mongolian badge* me : unleash inner fangirl.
i gave his the keychain and he stared at it xD
then he shrunk back. like literally. and he exclaimed in this

DAMN DAMN CUTE ACCENT.

"WHOOOOOOAAAA THANKYOU!"

and he took it, and i screamed in front of him and started bouncing around.
unless he was blind he would never have possible not seen it.

(my YOG pictures folder with athletes now has 27 pics xD WHOOOOOO)

2010-08-16T23:31:00.003+08:00

ALL HOT AND CUTE GUYS.
OK I OFFICALLY LOOK RETARDED WITH THE JAP GUY.
YES ITS YUYA-KAMOTO! HAHAHAH OMG. I CANNOT BELIEVE I TOOK A PHOTO WITH HIM
MY EYES ARE RED.
AND THE CHIAN GYMNAST IS JUST DAMN CUTE.
ZHU XIAN DONG. GAHHHH.

2010-08-13T22:36:00.005+08:00

YOG. CANNOT REVEAL ANYTHING. BUT.

VENEZUELA - CUTE GUY!
ALGERIA - HOT GUY
MONGOLIA - CUTE GUY
JAPAN - CUTE GUY
UZBEKISTAN - CUTE + HOT + HANDSOME GUY
GERMANY - HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT HOT

during our whole duty ME AND SHERMAINE COULD CONCENTRATE.
SUPER HOT. ESPECIALLY THE GERMANY GUY.
we were giggling and laughing at that guy and kept staring at him,
and at last we took so many pics of germany guy + algeria guy and though they noticed
us taking photos of them, we didnt care and took more and pretended it was eye contact
the coaches were like smiling and we were like mad women crazy over them! :D HAHA

btw mrs ng asked me to return a pair of abandoned briefs to the gymnasts who lost it
and we were fighting over it going around asking them if they lost theirs XD
so we can talk to them~ HAHA in the end when mrs ng walked past
we hid it because we didnt want her to take back, but the owner walked past with her!
HAHA but in the end it was returned personally WITHOUT MRS NG :D

AND THE ALGERIA GUY KEPT STRIPPING IN FRONT OF ME :D
AND ME AND SHERMAINE HAD A COMPETITION TO GET CLOSE TO THE HOT GUYS
because it was podium training and more slack, we could chose our seats and not once but alot times
i got two hot guys beside me but shermaine either got a normal one or NO ONE AT ALL.
I WIN. I WIN. I WIN WITH HOT GUYS.
HAHAHAHA.

and the most retarded thing was me and shermaine were like communicating in english and chinese xD
during the first 4 rotations we were all like
ehh 他很热
他作在我的旁边你没有！
死了，他太帅了~！
拍照拍照！

after wards the last two rotations were like
OMG SO HOT SO HOT
ALGERIA ALGERIA GERMANY GERMANY
OMG DAMN CUTE
EHHH ASK TO TAKE PHOTO :D

so i asked the algeria guy to take photo with us,
and he wasnt shocked xD
and shermaine and i found out why....
because english is the 2nd most common language in algeria!
XDDDDD
so meaning he heard us spazzing over him!
LOLOL
and the algeria guy was leaning so close during the photo! XD
that i felt his chest muscles on my hand
*blushblush*

epic. XD

2010-08-12T21:06:00.001+08:00

okay so some things that got me thinking.
what do you do when your close friend changes?
someone you seen change into a completely different person,
as you thought to yourself why.
and somehow you know the reason why she changed.
and you tried to stop her.
you tried but you failed.
and she changed. what do you do?
im trying to busy myself with YOG so i can think less.
but apparently its not working.

2010-08-09T21:13:00.000+08:00

Sometimes you need a breakdown. One of those yell at everyone, cry until you fall, and can’t breathe kind of breakdowns. Then hopefully, you'll feel a bit better. And if not, then at least people know you’re not okay.

still best friends forver. ^^

2010-08-08T17:46:00.002+08:00

i dont get whats with you.
first that, now this
can i say your the one who do not understand how i feel?
if you know the outcome why do that in the first place?
was that so important that you could forsake everything?
we just made up and we fought again.
you blew up and you totally said shit about me
when you cool down you said you are saying stuff without thinking
but do you know what you said have caused
permanent damage?
cant you see im trying so hard for you?

2010-08-08T12:32:00.002+08:00

yesterday went to YOG oepning ceremony rehearsal with shermaine!
we're not supposed to circulate any photos or info, thus this post is gonna be like this XP
hahahahahah anyway, we saw this YOG volunteer that looked like jonghyun O.O
so we were trying to take photo of him and people behind were staring at us.
why on earth are two girls taking photo of a guy like mad. HAHAHAH
during the show there was this *censored* and shermaine was so shocked when it appeared
next to her she screamed and hid her face in my lap
and i was desperately trying to push her off but she kept hiding in my lap.
LOLOL retarded much.
and when we went in we got through the VIP route and this kind YOG volunteer
brought us in specially :D we were supposed to go in by marina bay
because we told them we were directed here by marina bay helpers *we so werent xD*
so they said "sorry communication screwed up" and we got VIP! LOL
this is called smart :D and my dark green seat ticket was with inung,
only dark blue was with me, so we lied again. XP
shermaine took out both her tickets and said : dark green and dark blue
then i was fumbling in my bag saying. shit shit shit
and the guy just let us in because behind got alot people
and we sat in dark green in the end.
HAHAHAHA.

retarded! ^^

2010-08-05T20:38:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOD.
today's lab lesson was awesomely cool. but gross.
they gave us unknown liquids and test for presence of ____ (?) >.<"
and if it is present it is blood.
GAHHHH. I DIDNT KNOW NO. 4 WAS BLOOD.
because no.5 has a larger chemical reaction to hydrogen peroxide.
so i touched no. 4 WHICH WAS COCKLES' BLOOD.
*dies*
BUT AWESOMELY COOL. which in the end i played with -.-

2010-08-04T21:17:00.002+08:00

today japanese class was epic awesome! HAHAHA
i slept for half an hour, and the sensei didnt disturb me,
only asked me to answer questions after i woke up XD
there was this new guy in our class O.o make-up one
abit.... not wired correctly in the head =.=

everytime the sensei call his name he will go
"WALAO WHY CALL ME AGAIN. FFFFFFFFF"
he will pronounce the first half if the f word and it sounds like
his mouth is stuck with weird stuff. >.<"
then he will slam the table and palm his head and weird stuff.
then he will keep ffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffffff like mad =.=
HAHAHAHA then shibei, kathleen and me were laughing like mad people!

after that i went to throw the wrapper of food we ate
(thanks vanessa! ^^ <3)
and it was this big big wrapper inside filled with many wrapper
and the sensei stared at me saying "OK? OK!"
LOLOLOLOL. that was retarded. and kathleen started counting
down to the end of japanese class and singing justin bieber songs
and the teacher asked her insanely weird questions O.O

most entertaining japanese class ever! ^^

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i just wish that keychain would stop reminding me of everthing that happened

2010-08-03T19:39:00.003+08:00

you say i do not understand how you feel,
but do you really understood how i felt?
you say that i blast out at you
but do you know really know the reason behind it?
you say that i would have done the same thing you have done
but do you know that i would definitely not?

its all because i treat you as my closest friend
but this time i will not apologise first

2010-08-02T21:18:00.002+08:00

i seriously want to talk to you again
to have the simple courage to say "hi"
but im afraid im just too afraid of rejection
the fact that i will rather lie to myself and believe that you will reply me
than to face reality and know the harsh truth.

if one day i ever talk to you again,
don't ignore me?

2010-08-02T18:30:00.002+08:00

school has been slack like mad
or is it just me who isnt doing any homework? *shrugs*
anyway today kityin fainted again! D:
she keeps on fainting. ahhh, if it was me, i would not be able to stand it X.x
for our CSI our group has come up with this brilliant plot!
HAHAHAHAHAHA

this guy who was hanged in the toilet with a suicide note.
was it really the guy who hanged himself,
or was it someone killed him before hanging him? ^^
it involves DNA, chromatography, fingerprinting,

and BRUISING!

BRUISING TAKES APPROXIMATELY 2 DAYS TO OCCUR :D
how cool is that! ^^

today for P.E we did rock-climbing
it was pretty much thrilling
and i loved the sensation of falling. ^^

2010-08-01T15:23:00.001+08:00

you know your into kpop when:

when math doesn’t make sense anymore. 7-1=0, 5-1=0
to know the correct answer to the question, “What time is it now?”
to learn the Korean language solely from music and dramas
when you start comparing every guy’s body to either Taeyang’s or Jaebeom’s.
to make it your life mission to see TOP shirtless
to want to be older, just for Taemin.
to believe that Rain is the person who actually makes it rain
to love Korean cellphones better than American phones
to refer to your favorite idol as your husband/wife
to enjoy fan service provided from “couples” within a group
to randomly break into “ssanti” dances
for boy bands to be loved
for boy bands to have straight guys to dress up as girls
to know every single name of a group with an outrageous number of people
when bad news about your bias makes you want to shoot something
when you start pronouncing LEADER as LEADJA
when you star spelling SHINY as SHINEE
when your grammar becomes so horrible, you say, “WHERE U AT?!”
when you want “Wedding Dress” to be the song you walk down the aisle to
when BIG BANG is not a theory or a TV show
to get everyone dried mangoes for Christmas
when you have no idea what’s going on in Hollywood
when you think Edward Cullen has nothing on Jaejoong
everyone knows your ideal type of boyfriend/girlfriend to be Korean
for your family to look at you funny when you laugh at the computer
to think that Seung Ri is cuter than Justin Bieber.
to spam tweet anything that’s Korean
when you want to move to Seattle
for girls to be good at rapping
for idols to be eccentric and different
for colored skinny jeans to look amazing on guys
when you try to start a flash mob
when you go from wanting to travel to Hawaii to South Korea
when your phone goes RING DING DONG whenever you receive a call
when you have a folder on your computer specifically for your favorite artist

2010-07-30T20:15:00.001+08:00

7/30/2010	8:10:13 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	i bet you'll be pretty behind
7/30/2010	8:10:15 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	O.O
7/30/2010	8:10:20 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	are you a fan of beast or 4min
7/30/2010	8:10:35 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	BEAST
7/30/2010	8:10:39 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	OMG 13 AUGUST RIGHT
7/30/2010	8:10:40 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	I WANNA DIE
7/30/2010	8:10:43 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	MUST BUY PHONE FIRST
7/30/2010	8:10:52 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	LOLOL
7/30/2010	8:10:53 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	YOG
7/30/2010	8:10:58 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	Ticket purchase: buy at S.A.M. kiosks islandwide - Ticket purchase: buy from the SUBSTATION - Ticket purchase: buy from SingPost
7/30/2010	8:11:00 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	IM A YOG HELPER
7/30/2010	8:11:05 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	WHICH ONE IS THE BEST/
7/30/2010	8:11:07 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	I AM ALSO
7/30/2010	8:11:08 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	I
7/30/2010	8:11:11 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	REALLLLY
7/30/2010	8:11:12 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	?
7/30/2010	8:11:14 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	GYMNASTICS?
7/30/2010	8:11:18 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	HUH/ THEY ARE PERFORMING FOR YOG?
7/30/2010	8:11:19 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	YEAH SAME
7/30/2010	8:11:20 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	HAHAHA
7/30/2010	8:11:23 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	YES
7/30/2010	8:11:26 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	THEY ARE
7/30/2010	8:11:27 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	HAHAHA
7/30/2010	8:11:29 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	OMG
7/30/2010	8:11:30 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	WHERE
7/30/2010	8:11:32 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	THEY ARE PERFORMING AT YOG CELEBRATION
7/30/2010	8:11:33 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	CEREMONY?
7/30/2010	8:11:34 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	!!!!!!!!
7/30/2010	8:11:35 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	YES
7/30/2010	8:11:35 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	OHHH
7/30/2010	8:11:36 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	SHITTTT
7/30/2010	8:11:37 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	MY FRIEND SAID
7/30/2010	8:11:37 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	OMG
7/30/2010	8:11:37 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	HAHAHAHAHAHAHA
7/30/2010	8:11:38 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	SHIT
7/30/2010	8:11:39 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	SHIT
7/30/2010	8:11:40 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	OMG
7/30/2010	8:11:41 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	GHHAHHAHHAHA
7/30/2010	8:11:41 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	OMG
7/30/2010	8:11:42 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	OMG
7/30/2010	8:11:44 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
7/30/2010	8:11:46 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	WE ARE CRAZY PEOPLE
7/30/2010	8:11:47 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	HAHAHAHAHA
7/30/2010	8:11:48 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	HOLYCOW
7/30/2010	8:11:54 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	HOLYKATHLEEN'S BANANA
7/30/2010	8:11:54 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	AS IN THE OPENING?
7/30/2010	8:11:58 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	HAHAHAHA
7/30/2010	8:12:07 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	AND WE GET TO WATCH THEM FOR FREE?
7/30/2010	8:12:28 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	I DUNNO
7/30/2010	8:12:30 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	THE YOG CELEBRATION
7/30/2010	8:12:31 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	I HOPE SO
7/30/2010	8:12:49 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	AS IN YOG CELEBRATION OPENING?
7/30/2010	8:12:54 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	PRE-OPENING
7/30/2010	8:12:56 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	O.O
7/30/2010	8:12:58 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	BUT HAVE TO BUY TICKET
7/30/2010	8:13:02 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	DUNNO IF WE CAN GET FOR FREE
7/30/2010	8:13:09 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	OF COURSE CANNOT LAH
7/30/2010	8:13:20 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	NO
7/30/2010	8:13:25 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	BUT FOR SOME STUFF WE GET FREE ENTRANCE
7/30/2010	8:13:32 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	LK OPENING/CLOSING CEREMONY
7/30/2010	8:13:41 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	WTS ITS HELD IN UCC
7/30/2010	8:13:47 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	BEAST?
7/30/2010	8:13:48 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	OR
7/30/2010	8:13:49 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	CNBLUE
7/30/2010	8:13:51 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	CNBLUE
7/30/2010	8:14:03 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	icket purchase: buy at S.A.M. kiosks islandwide - Ticket purchase: buy from the SUBSTATION - Ticket purchase: buy from SingPost
7/30/2010	8:14:06 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	I THINK YOU SHUOLD
7/30/2010	8:14:12 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	WHICH ONE?
7/30/2010	8:14:30 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	THE ONE THATS LEAST COMMON
7/30/2010	8:14:33 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	LEAST CONVINIENT
7/30/2010	8:14:34 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	:D
7/30/2010	8:14:36 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	= LEAST PPL
7/30/2010	8:14:38 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	YEAH I KNOW
7/30/2010	8:14:40 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	= 2ND ONE
7/30/2010	8:14:42 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	HAHA OF COURSE LAH
7/30/2010	8:14:46 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	WHAT IS SUBSTATION?
7/30/2010	8:14:57 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	PEOPLE GO TO POST OFFICE MEH?
7/30/2010	8:15:08 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	no
7/30/2010	8:15:11 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	cause its near homes
7/30/2010	8:15:11 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	:D
7/30/2010	8:15:15 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	i oso dunno
7/30/2010	8:15:17 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	thats why i chose that
7/30/2010	8:15:19 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	no one will know
7/30/2010	8:15:20 PM	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	jolene	:D
7/30/2010	8:15:23 PM	jolene	JINGYI cookies&&cream donut O:	HAHAHAHAHA

crazy fangirls in action <3

2010-07-29T20:01:00.003+08:00

i love you

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tomorrow me rachel and vanessa are pranking mr yeo,
gonna paste his facebook picture on the back board with the words GUESS WHO
and vanessa at the back will raise her hand and ask questions to distract his attention
to the back board and BAM. lets hope he notices it XD

planning to meet vanessa early at MOELC next week for our plan <3
teehee
plan a+ b + c, ^^
and comics connection got new stuff! *hyperventilate*
im going to go there tomorrow!

2010-07-28T21:36:00.001+08:00

today was japanese CA. ohmygod. screwed -.-
went out with kathleen for her dental appointment that starts at 2pm
but she refused to wake up no matter how hard i tried.
reached there at 2.30, dapao lunch at 2.45 chiong back to school.

but we missed the MOELC bus.
ahhh damn.

ran like mad women and cabbed there,
luckily make it for the CA in time!
*mentally freak out*
and by the time it was break,
i got soggy fries and diluted coke. *claps in delight*
oh well, gonna start doing hist pt X.x

2010-07-27T16:56:00.000+08:00

omo how cute can he get X.x

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today was the freaking emergency bomb terrorist explosion fire drill thing X.x
ahhhh lame ttm D:
stayed in the field and canteen for 3 hours? O.O
but then had early dismissal at 12.15 instead of 3 XP
HAHAHAH
there were people with fake blood running around and people
pretending to be screaming and fainting =.=

2010-07-24T22:54:00.002+08:00

oh yea, i forgot to mention, the previous post is only for SHINee ABOVE 17 FANS xD

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yesterday was SWIMATHON 2010! :D
yay! hahahah our clique - jinyao took part in the relay with vanessa and grace and kathleen (:
got second for waddle! :D hahahahah
it was stupid i swear. i stopped halfway during my part cause I SWEAR. THERE WAS NO ONE AROUND ME. i panicked and though i went at the wrong part =.=
pictures with inung! and after the relay we went free-style swimming as many laps as possible
swam 25 laps slackingly during the one hour period?
THE SWIMMERS SWAM 100 LAPS.
*dies in a corner*
sunburns on my shoulder and back
obvious tan-lines on my thigh >.<"
after that went dinner with inung yajiun sherm and weiqi!
japanese-style dinner! :D
broke ttm and damn yummy! :D

talk about dance concert tmr! :D

DAMN CUTE FANFIC

2010-07-23T21:38:00.000+08:00

Once upon a time, Jonghyun, Onew and Minho were peacefully eating the breakfast Key had hurriedly prepared, when a pretty little dancer finally felt hungry enough to wake up from his deep slumber and shuffle into the kitchen.

Onew was busy reading a paper while munching on some toast he had snatched from Minho, Jonghyun was eating pancakes and Key was pouring some cereal into a big pink bowl when the maknae joined them. After stepping into the room and saying good morning to his hyungs, Taemin stretched out his body, fingertips almost reaching he ceiling, so that his worn Mickey-Mouse T-shirt rode up shamelessly revealing a patch of unblemished pale skin above the hemline of his low-riding pajama pants. The maknae closed his eyes, enjoying the dull ache in his muscles and let out a small moan, easily ignoring a pair of dark chocolate orbs he knew were gazing at the exposed flesh.

Well, nothing out of the usual.

“I want a drink.” Taemin suddenly declared, sending the fridge longing looks while not even making a move to go and get it.

They were currently in their dorm, on a rare free morning- just chilling, trying to relax and get ready for the upcoming day.

“So?” Jonghyun asked with his mouth full, raising an eyebrow at Taemin's strange behavior. He was always a bit grumpy in the mornings, often woken up by the giggles coming from OnKey's bunk... Or sometimes sounds far worse than that. “Take one then, nobody's stopping you.”

Ignoring the singer, Taemin made puppy-eyes at Onew. “Onew-hyung~! ...Could you gimme a drink, Onew-hyung? Puh-lease?”

He didn't bother asking Key, busy taking slow sips from his large cup of coffee to get his brain properly functioning or Minho, who seemed pretty much half-asleep, staring at the maknae with nearly closed eyes. Onew was always cheery, especially on the mornings when Key looked like he hadn't gotten a wink of sleep so he was the best target. The leader sighed, but since the antidote for Taemin's famous pout hadn't been invented yet, he pushed the newspaper away and got up slowly.

“What do you want?” Onew muttered, opening the fridge door.

Taemin was too busy squeezing himself in between Jonghyun and Minho, an almost impossible mission, to notice his question. So Onew got him what people usually drank in the mornings to get all energized: a huge cup of nice, cold and healthy orange juice. The leader placed the beverage on the table, sat down and went back to reading the news.

“Hyung~! I didn't want this.” Taemin suddenly said with a whiny tone, making Onew glance at him over the paper. Taemin's hair was ruffled adorably, long strands falling on his sleepy watery eyes. But what caught his attention was the seemingly permanent pout on his thick lips. So innocent and yet so tempting.

“Onew-hyung?”

He quickly turned away, mentally shaking his head at the weird thoughts, but not before the teen noticed him staring at his mouth. So Taemin got an idea. It was too quiet in the kitchen, everyone was minding their own business, so it was boring.

Who says he couldn't have a little bit of fun?

“You know what I want, hyung?” he asked smoothly, leaning over the table, closer to Onew who was still avoiding his gaze. Taemin continued with a sultry low voice:

“I want to drink something that's white...” Taemin started slowly, licking his lips every once in a while, making them glisten tantalizingly.

“Delicious...”

“Creamy...”

Finally Onew gathered the courage to meet his eyes with shock and disbelief. The leaders' hands were already shaking as he folded the newspaper and focused on Taemin.

“And comes out of living things...”

Key's eyes widened and he dropped his spoon into the empty cereal bowl with a loud clank, gawking at the innocent maknae, who was smiling so maliciously. Jonghyun stopped eating since his mouth went dry as he understood where this was going. And Minho simply placed his head on his hands to hide the wicked smirk on his lips. “Sometimes it's a bit lumpy...”

“Some people think it's disgusting...” Taemin continued to talk in a hushed bedroom voice.

Jonghyun, sitting next to the boy, swallowed hard. Taemin's eyes were half-lidded and he sounded so fucking illegal that it was insane. “But I love it...”

“Oh,” the maknae said, his eyes glinting darkly as if remembering something,“and you have to squeeze real hard to get it...”

“You have to move...”

Swallowing hard and making his Adam's apple bob up and down deliciously, Taemin hummed before going on breathlessly: “Up and down...”

“Apply some pressure here and there...”

Onew's jaw dropped as he gaped blankly, Key's eyes couldn't get any bigger since he already looked ready to faint and Jonghyun... Looked very uncomfortable as his overactive imagination sent him... Interesting pictures of him giving Taemin his beloved 'drink'.

“I like it fresh...”

“And warm... Mm...” Taemin closed his eyes for just a second, only to open them again, his heated gaze making the temperature in the room rise. The full lips Onew had been so fascinated by, pursed in thought.

“It comes out of a body part...”

“T-T-Ta-Ta-Taemin,” Key tried to interrupt before Taemin would get too graphic. How on Earth did his baby know about stuff like this? But Taemin didn't let himself be bothered and kept describing the liquid he wanted.

“Something all pink and soft... But firm at the same time...”

Jonghyun felt something warm drip from his nose and he quickly covered his face with his hands. Onew and Key were frozen, staring at their little maknae with indescribable horror... And a bit of arousal? Minho was doing his best to contain the chuckles threatening to spill over his lips.

“Usually it's Minho, who gives it to me...”

Suddenly Key snapped out of his trance to scowl at Minho who's head was still hidden in his arms. The umma let out an angry huff, a small sound promising so much pain. And a possible castration.

“But today, I guess Onew-hyung can have the honor.”

The naive words caused mixed emotions: Jonghyun turned his head while holding his bloody nose to glare at the leader, Onew was still unable to comprehend what the hell was going on, his mouth wide open and eyes as big as they could get as Taemin's face moved even closer until the boy was almost nose to nose with the leader. The sharp look Jonghyun was sending Onew got stronger and more jealous.

“So, Hyung...” Taemin started, biting his lower lip and looking so angelic and adorable that... Just... Wow. His long fingers were drawing little circles on the table to make him seem hesitant and insecure before his eyes trailed up boldly to stare at the leader.

“Got milk?”

Minho couldn't contain his laughter any longer and he snickered loudly as Taemin batted his long eyelashes at Onew until realization dawned in his eyes. The leader's face turned bright red, and his gaze darted between his group-mates, ashamed that he had been played so easily.

Jonghyun lowered his head and snatched a tissue, ripping it into two pieces and stuffing it into his nose. The mental images were still burnt into his memory as he laughed along with Minho and Taemin. Key left quickly, practically throwing the dishes into the sink and trying to save at least some of his self-esteem and look unaffected and calm. Onew and Jonghyun followed soon after without saying a word. They created a line behind the bathroom door, needing to take a cooling/freezing shower. So Minho and Taemin were left alone in the kitchen, still laughing their hearts out.

“Tae, want milk?” Minho asked, wiping his eyes and listening to Taemin's soft giggles. He wasn't hungry anymore. Not for food, that is.

“I already have some.” Taemin answered happily, raising the glass he had filled while Onew was busy blusing and spluttering incoherently.

Minho moved around the table swiftly and took the milk out of the maknae's hand, leaving it on the table nonchalantly. Pretending not to notice Taemin's protests, he grabbed the teen's chin, forcing their eyes to meet and whispered seductively:

“You and me both know that's not the milk you want.”

“Oh, really?” Smiling another one of his suggestive smiles, Taemin stood up and pushed Minho onto his chair sensually before sliding down on top of him. After making sure that his other hyungs were busy in the other room, the not-so-innocent maknae's his hands started quickly unbuckling the older one's damn annoying jeans as his eyes flashed with the unsatisfied sexual appetite of a teenager. He bit his lip, giving his boyfriend a sweet smile.

“Then... Got milk?” the lithe dancer asked, hearing Minho take in a sharp breath as he lowered himself onto the kitchen floor in between his legs and...

So, they lived happily ever after, though Onew, Jonghyun and Key never looked at milk as they did before. Minho had to live through a two-hour lecture about him corrupting Key's baby while the others tried to pour all of the milk in the house down the drain.

And every time they saw a “Got milk?” commercial...

A cold shower was needed.

2010-07-22T20:05:00.003+08:00

hmmmm, busy life D:
tomorrow's swimathon. NOT looking forward to it.
saturday dance concert, before that CLIQUE OUTING! <3
sunday probably going sandy's house to celebrate her birthday
gonna steal the sungmin figurine off her cake and lick it like mad.
LOL. till it melts completely in my mouth. HAHAHA
but that means that tomorrow im gonna miss SHINee's comeback D:
acccck. hope they win, just like juliette first comeback! :D

angklung new chairperson! :D
but charmaine l, sab and charmaine y are leaving D:
half of our batch went to them after prac and expressed our gratitude and love! <3

AND GETTING SCOLDED BY UMMU CHOO LIKE MAD
EVERY LESSON PICK ON ME T^T
PFFT WHATEVER.

2010-07-20T18:46:00.000+08:00

this is the best MV ever,
SHINee hwaiting :D

2010-07-19T17:24:00.003+08:00

SHINEE LUCIFER IS FINALLY OUT <3

http://www.allkpop.com/2010/07/shinee-releases-entire-2nd-album-lucifer

listen to all the songs here.
personal favourites:

lucifer <3
obsession
your name
ready or not. [only the back part]
quasimodo
life
love still go on
(actually i wanted to list out every song MUAHAHAHHA)

hmmm hoping shinee will win for comeback :D
jonghyun's voice is SO DAMN SMEXY!
:D

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today kit yin fainted in class, i was the last one to leave, she was there in class during the whole assembly. got me thinking, if i left class later, it would have definitely made a difference right?
hmmm, get well soon kityin (:

many people were traumatised X.x
according to teacher, her ribcage hurts and she cannot see X.x
like if im in front of her she can only see beige (my skin) and black (my hair)
well thats scary X.x

2010-07-18T15:11:00.001+08:00

Your favorite band isn’t your favorite just because of the music. Yes, that has a huge part, but it’s also their personalities. It’s that finding out they’re not coming to your city ruins your week. If you’ve seen them live, you can name all the dates by heart. It’s the fact that their videos can make you smile with tears streaming down you face. You can make fun of them like you would with your best friend. You do things, such as mowing the lawn, just to buy a show ticket, a CD, a shirt, a DVD. You fall in love with their personalities. You cry because you’re so proud of them. You defend them with your life. For some people, they’ve saved their lives. You love their crew as you love the bad. They’re the reason why you know some of your best friends.

2010-07-17T22:20:00.003+08:00

yesterday i went back to temasek for magicland!
:D met up with the peeps i used to hang out with!
danny szeyuen randall sihui amalena limmin <3
met miss may o and other teachers and some didnt seem to recognise me XP
played truth or dare, sabo-ed sihui and szeyuen together HAHAHA
but then we found out alot secrets like last time who liked who and all those
and we played alot stupid dares. i got to hold danny hand's twice, randall's once?
back hug szeyuen and hug eugene =.= OH AND SIHUI KISSED ME :D
LOLOLOL.
after which we ate dinner near my house, and went home seperately.

missing TPS carefree life :D
hope theres another class gathering soon,
cause i miss 6D'08 <3

2010-07-16T21:57:00.001+08:00

IM SO SAD .
WHY CANT I GO TO TAIWAN.
IS GOING BACK TO SANDAKAN THAT IMPORTANT TO YOU.
FML.

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no mood to spazz but. shinee fighting!

2010-07-15T22:03:00.004+08:00

Day 1 - your bestfriend

Dear Shermaine Poopface,

I really love you, i really do, your one that really understand me and the one who could see through my fake smiles and know that something is wrong. We may not see each another again in a few months and i know i am going to miss you. The retarded MRT rides we have together in which shamed our school's reputation badly and how we would gossip and gossip.

Remember in sec 1 where we pissed off so many teachers and wrote so many reflection letters together? hahahah those idiotic teachers. and how we would laugh at each other's sec one totally awesome nerd hairstyle and how we prank each other and i blow up at you swearing vulgarities and forgive you 5 minutes later cause i <3 you.

There are many things i want to say, but till then, i love you.
you and the clique are one of the greatest things that happened in my life <3

Love,
Jingyi

2010-07-15T22:02:00.002+08:00

Write a letter to these people:
Day 1 - your bestfriend
Day 2 - your crush
Day 3 - your parents
Day 4 - your siblings (closest relatives)
Day 5 - your dreams
Day 6 - a stranger
Day 7 - your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush
Day 8 - your favourite internet friend
Day 9 - someone you wish you could meet
Day 10 - someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to
Day 11 - a deceased person you wish you could talk to
Day 12 - the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain
Day 13 - someone you wish could forgive you
Day 14 - someone you drifted away from
Day 15 - the person you miss the most
Day 16 - someone that is not in your state/country
Day 17 - someone from your childhood
Day 18 - the person you wish you could be
Day 19 - someone that pesters your mind - good or bad
Day 20 - the one who broke your heart the hardest
Day 21 - someone you judge by first impression
Day 22 - someone you want to give a second chance to
Day 23 - the last person you kissed
Day 24 - the person that gave you your favourite memory
Day 25 - the person you know that is going through the worst of times
Day 26 - the last person you made a pinky promise to
Day 27 - the friendliest person you knew for only one day
Day 28 - someone that changed your life
Day 29 - the person that you want to tell everything to, but too afraid to
Day 30 - your reflection in the mirror

2010-07-15T18:47:00.002+08:00

shinee comeback, its gonna be awesome.
i just know it.
im guessing their main hit will be 0.25
ARE YOU READY OR NOT :D i am, i am :D
and 0.40 im thinking of a jonghyun solo, follwed by a onew solo :D
jonghyun's voice is JJANG! hehehehe

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today went to computer lab to do SIP (and play facebook and the house XD) during science
at the library. this freeaking sec 1 pissed me off x.x i was using facebook then she interrupted :"hey are you going to use the com for long" i said yes, then she STARED AT ME AND SWEARED LIKE "WHAT THE HELL" =.= pfffft sec one, respect your seniors pls

english compo on the other hand, desperately hoping im gonna get a 4.0

2010-07-14T21:25:00.002+08:00

today during japanese class some WEIRD SENSEI CAME TO TAKE OVER FOR THE FIRST HALF. he was freaking boring and freaking strict. no sleeping, no sms-ing, and i didnt even dare to try eating. during quiz he walk around like mad! D: luckily during second half sensei come back D:

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exam tomorrow and friday
*mugging mode*
on another note, i want to go on taiwan immersion trip :D
3 weeks, damn cool, and we're visiting so many places :D
but only have 30 places so i asked teacher if she can write recommendation for me.
our conversation went :

jingyi: 汤老师，可是肯定超过三十个人申请，怎么办？
tanglaoshi:你真的很想去吗？
jingyi:我真的很想去！*PUPPY FACE*
taolaoshi:那你要遵守规则，准时交功课(insert long list of what-to-dos)那你申请后我帮你写recommendation letter. 好吗
jingyi: OK! :D

must start acting guai in chinese class.

2010-07-13T19:50:00.001+08:00

actually i'll prefer if you do
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whoa whoa whoa. mdm thern's becoming our form teacher and miss wu's becoming a CLET teacher cause miss tan is taking leave so that she can study for her master's D:
its like sort of sad? cause im gonna miss her to say the truth, :D she makes lesson realllly fun, and she's a really cool teacher :D i just hope that she'll teach us for a longer period of time before she leaves and im gonna miss her pink hair,

on the other hand miss wu (Y) she's really nice and you can share your real-life problems to her :D she gives really good advice hahahahha
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need to do intensive mugging for lit. ROAR. gonna read romeo and juliet tmr in jap class =.=

2010-07-12T19:23:00.003+08:00

today miss tan walked into our class with purple and hot pink highlights.

reaction of class: *0* WTF?!?!?!?! >.<"!!!!! XD LOLOLOL

turned out she betted on soccer with hers friends who were hairdressers, and she lost the bet so... XP and the worst part is the hair dye is permanent *shrugs* she kinda looks like Key. im never gonna concentrate during science if she doesnt dye her hair back.

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theres something wrong with SM deciding to shave Key's hair.
i think key and minho's hair all went to taemin.

2010-07-11T14:02:00.003+08:00

i shall express what i feel with some comments i found from allkpop. yes, i went through the few hundred comments to search for some perverted comments i felt that really suited my feelings now.
the perverted ones shall be bolded to emphasize my feelings. SHINee comeback will be epic, cause jonghyun's bringing SEXYBACK!

I’m back again.
Need moar. Need to see front. Hopefully the outfit’s symmetrical, and it shows his leather underwear.
AND HIS TIGHT CROTCH. OMG.

I WAS LIKE “HOOHOHOHHOOOO, OH .”
i was liek damn damn damn damn, hot. BUT DONT DONT DONT RIP YOU SHIRTS OFF STAGE.
i think pics are good. LOL…

OMG… YES…
ok sm i forgive you.

OMFG!!! I just died…Jonghyun’s back is so sexy..i’m a puddle of raging hormones right now….

SM, you are pissing me off. You’re lucky I get to see Jjong’s back even though you totally fucked up his hair. UGH.

*eyes sparkles*
indeed a sexy back ♥
SHINee…i luv all of them but he is my top fav in them~
sexy grrr *naughty smirk*

(IS THIS THE REALITY YOU WANTED??!)…its close enough for the moment XD (aaahahahhaaaa)

I CAN’T GET OVER JJONG’s SEXINESS.

JONGHYUN’S BRINGIN SEXY BACK!

JONGHYUN.!!!!!!i need the fronttt and the crotch.!!!BACK looks sexayy mann.!!!!

the concept is “confuse the fans” concept coz I’m so confused.

Confused while spazzing.
Jonghyun is so sexy… ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH BABBYYY
now jongie turn around and show us your bare abs <3 style="font-weight: bold;">Omg dere god i cummed died thm Cummed Again (gross :P)

first thought: abs on the other side???

I MEAN REALLY IF YOU SHOW US THE BACK YOU GOTTA SHOW THE ABS ITS COMMON KNOWLEDGE

Dear Jesus;;

GRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR I’D SO GO PERV FOR JJONG. OH SHIT HIS BACK HIS WAIST HIS SKIN WTF IM SO DEAD.

HOT! His back is amazing

Right out of a video game.
The nerd in me wants to have hot sex with him right now.

OMG!! That. Is. God’s. screensaver.
Take me now jjongg!!

*nosebleed, Head flies back.* OhMyGod. Enough Said.

2010-07-09T19:13:00.005+08:00

im going to go crazyyy cause of exam
next week : thurs and fri
next next week : wed jap (and im not going to bother to study)
still have chinese oral, science project, geog PT.
=.=

and i feel like i lost the touch of sms-ing.
not sms-ing anyone at all now =.=
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today MRT-ed home with shermaine and weiqi,
did something that might get us into deep trouble if teachers found out xP
at orchard MRT there was this advertisement of H2O
with picture of people at the beach and bottle caps stuck all over
and lets the say the glue was of lousy quality,
and shermaine and weiqi had this idea XP
boobs and a shitting guy xP

2010-07-07T20:43:00.002+08:00

watched eclipse with clara today.

HOW CAN I HAVE NOTICED HOW HOT TAYLOR LAUTNER WAS D:

i think that he's a better kisser than edward cullen XP
edward cullen's just a pervert. teehee XP

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ok this is weird. today in jap the teacher said i was smart 4 times.
miracles do happen :D LOL

2010-07-06T17:49:00.001+08:00

sometimes you take those little things in your life for granted and when they are really gone, you begin to realise their importance.

and i really hope that kind of drug is invented cause it would be easier for me to move on with my life now

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i realised you write the best lit stuff when your emo =.=
and yea, recently i keep finding people angry with me though their not.
especially when

1) they dont use smiley face.
2) they use Z
3) they use .... larh. ......lorh,.

=.=

2010-07-05T18:42:00.003+08:00

is it just me or i lost my motive in life.
rgs kills. your dreams to be exact.
im wishing now im back in malaysia,
simple life full of fun and joy.
instead of singapore.

exams. exams. exams. exams. exams. exams.

the nice little fun girl in me is gone now
just a fake smile plastered on my face.
on the other hand, im spending too much on retail therapy.

and im getting those weird nightmares that are creeping me out.

2010-07-05T10:47:00.001+08:00

before people start bashing me on the previous post,

THAT WAS A DARE :D

by my sister =.= and it came when i dared her to tell my mom she loved kim hyun joong.
yes she's a ss501 fan and since she's only 10 she cannot like Kpop. so i thought my mom will kill her.
but my mom supported her and landed me with this dare =.=

and the thought is starting to scare me, but i think my mom is getting into kpop too >.<"!!!

2010-07-04T19:58:00.004+08:00

so im stuck in this pathetic situation. please help me out :

if you have this really close friend namely, A.
and oneday B starts ignoring you. you ask all your close friends about what could be the cause of it.
ALL of them confidently says A.
but A helped you secretly in the past before.
will you trust A?

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this following post is going to be lame to the max, so bear with me XP

i have to say, im not born exactly ugly, or born pretty. around average i would say.
but somehow young children and old people are attraced to me but people my age are not =.=

example 1 :
when i went back to malaysia, my cousin's cousin saw me,
then claimed that i was the prettiest woman he had seen,
and when he grows up he's gonna marry me.
when i said im going back to singapore,
he was so sad he didnt talk to anyone for that day.

example 2 :
when my sister's friend (8-10) came to our house
they claimed i was the pretties woman they had seen,
prettier than their sister or whatsoever
and my sister was lucky to have a pretty sister like me.

example 3 :
when i go back all the older relatives say
"WHOA, SO LONG NEVER SEE YOU SO CHIO ALREADY AH!"
then they go about saying how i am the chio-est member of the family
even though my cousin from KL goes back with me
and she's 100% more chio than me, so it cannot be a reason of
too long never see me.

example 4 :
freaking old people in the lift i meet randomly tell me im pretty
all of a sudden and freak me out.

maybe i'll start photoshopping my photos like xiaxue for that extra dramatic effect.

ROFL.

2010-07-04T14:53:00.000+08:00

Card 1 (The Moon) : How you feel about yourself now »

You feel confused, vulnerable and full of doubts, however, all is not as it seems. Feel the fear and do it anyway, because all will turn out well. Expect the new and unexpected into your life. Your turbulent emotions are muddying the waters so step back and try to find clarity of mind, although this may seem difficult. Things may seem tough or confusing but stick with it, it's right for you. The Moon is a good omen if you are in a clandestine affair.

Card 2 (The Empress) : What you most want at this moment »

The cards suggest that at this time you desire comfort, security and happiness and may well need some emotional support and reassurance. (If you are considering having a baby the desire will be very strong at this time, or perhaps you are already pregnant and you have some concerns. If male, perhaps you are considering fatherhood with someone but have concerns.) Things will turn out fine, just know that you are loved and that there are people around you who care.

Card 3 (The Hanged Man) : Your fears »

You fear letting go, yet this place of limbo and indecision is not a good place to be. Are you being emotionally blackmailed so you don't go? Don't be the victim. Sometimes we have to have the strength to let go to attract new positive possibilities in our life.

Card 4 (Wheel Of Fortune) : What is going for you »

Call it fate or destiny but the run of good luck or good fortune you are experiencing or about to experience is mostly not of your doing - enjoy this time. If there seem to be a number of positive coincidences happening in your life this is known as synchronicity, go with the flow and trust it.

Card 5 (The Chariot) : What is going against you »

Watch out for being too arrogant or letting that ego of yours get over inflated, nobody likes a know it all. Watch that temper too, aggressive bullying behaviour will only set you back. If this doesn't sound like you, beware of someone like this that could set you back. This is a time of movement and change, and conflicts ending in victory, so don't give up.

Card 6 (The Sun) : Outcome »

The Sun is shining on you - it's your time for success, joy and happiness. You will feel confident and full of vitality. It's a time to celebrate with friends and loved ones, perhaps enjoy a well-earned holiday, a time of pleasure and good news around children or the conception or birth of a longed-for baby. If you are not feeling this way take heart, you will enter this period soon.

how our class goes~

2010-07-04T14:33:00.002+08:00

how our class goes~

Mr Yeo: Ok so any questions?
Kat: *Raises hand*
Mr Yeo: Yes?
Kat: Can i go toilet?
Mr Yeo: Uh, go.
Class: HAHA!

After 2 min...........
Kat: Mr Yeo, can i go toilet?
Mr Yeo: What's up with you and your...
Class: HAHAHAHAHAHA
(kat wanted to wash her hands cos it stank)

Ms Tan: Ok let's start with Shermaine.
*silence*
Ms Tan: Hello? Is Shermaine here?
Sherm: Yeah.
Ms Tan: Yes please share.
Sherm: Er, holiday or SIP?
Class: HAHAHAHA!!!!!

Ms Tan: So shibei, where did you go for hols?
Sb: Uh Hawaii
Class: Whoa.........
Jingjing: *Excited* EH SHIBEI! DID YOU WEAR BIKINI???!!!
Class: OMG HAHAHAHA!

Ms Wu: Ok Shermaine, so how are you going to develop the story?
Sherm: A mann scream.
Ms Wu: 0.o????? You know there are only 2 women in the cottage and suddenly you hear a man scream?
Class: HAHA!
Ms Wu: Do you mean by a man-like scream? Or you know, man-scream? Man hyphen scream?
Sherm: No a man scream a woman-scream.
Ms Wu: Uh........
Class: HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

AND THE FUNNIEST THING IS. ALL OF SHERMAINE'S ANSWER ARE PROMPTED BY ME. GENUIS OR WHAT. I KNOW IM AWESOME IN THINKING STUPID RETARDED ANSWERS :D

2010-07-02T19:37:00.003+08:00

hi. i’m a boy. here’s how it goes. i’m going to flirt with you, then diss you. i’ll send you mixed messages, hit on your friends, lie to you. then i will lead you on, so you fall for me. i’ll make you happy for a night but tomorrow i will completely ignore you. you’ll be the one i turn to when i need a friend or confidence boost. know what the best part is? you can’t do anything about it because you love me. and you don’t want to lose me.

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changed PE teacher to mrs anis.
yea somehow me and shermaine prefer mr yeo.
hahaha no starting scandals for me pls (:
i have enough xP

anyway after school i stayed back to help Shermaine with her SIP
helped her sneak 4 chemicals and a huge bottle of distilled water
for her experiment at home, and 2 pipettes too xP
not allowed to but who cares xP
shermaine said without me she would be stuck there for 4 hours
thinking how to sneak out :D
i used disposable cups and parafilm ^^

LOL, im great at illegal stuff :D

2010-07-01T16:46:00.004+08:00

today was unlucky to ttm.
after school rained like heavy shit,
so i borrowed shibei's umbrella.
could not open it fully, so i held a half open umbrella
and got soaked.
after that i somehow opened it and was so freaking happy,
then the umbrella could not close =.=
got scolded by the bus uncle, and many strangers tried.
finally 1 malay uncle closed for me thanks ==

reached MRT realise i have a friggin cut on my finger =.=
bleeding and damn pain,
and shermaine finger also got cut by the damn umbrella.

im going to curse the umbrella D:

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i just want to leave the world a better palce than i found it. staying happy would be nice too. i always hope for happiness. i just dont want to grow up and become number, like i have seen happen to so many people. i want to play music and go to high school and i want to live, in love, in a tiny warm apartment in a huge cityy. i want to travel and see everything i can and meet as many people as i can. i want the heels of the last pair of shoes i own as a little old lady to be worn through as evidence of a live well spent.

but i cant.

2010-06-29T20:16:00.002+08:00

show me love.

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found out something today that got me thinking.
sometimes you think that someone is doing bad to you behind your back
or spreading rumours,
but once you find out the truth,
that the person has all the while secretly been helping you
and caring for you,

is it a little too late to turn back and regret what you have done,
and try to make it up to her?

2010-06-28T19:54:00.004+08:00

IM STRESSED UP LIKE MAD SHIT

CAUSE OF GEOG. SCREW YOU.

and the shit thing is i left my geo in school today
so im doing SIP. =.=
screw my life.
i realised my life is going into depression mode =.=
cheer up myself? :D

i've been dreaming of someone to do what the guy is doing to that girl to me
. LOL shoot myself >.<"

2010-06-27T16:50:00.004+08:00

http://undesiredloved.wordpress.com/2010/06/27/rant

moved my post to there cause i need it locked D:
only that post cause its too private D:
i think clara you can ask me for the password
others i dont think i'll give D:

2010-06-27T16:09:00.001+08:00

i just found a letter to me from my late grandfather i received when i was in primary school... D: i miss him...

2010-06-26T21:49:00.002+08:00

today went for CO concert :D
before that went to somerset with hwajin and kevin
was supposed to meet at bishan
and dunno what happen went back to somerset =.=
waste my time. LOL
accomplished a few things :D
kevin bought me a teddy bear as my birthday present <3
thanks kevin ^^
received a lame birthday song from hj and kevin too =.=
bought a school bag for kevin
and for lunch and dinner we ate icecream :D
got treated by hwajin ^^
hj and kevin ate the ice cream with "chocolate sauce"
which was actually black sesame LOL

after that MRT-ed to CO concert with hwajin,
at the end of the concert we gave flowers to jinyao O.o

-end-

2010-06-24T13:49:00.001+08:00

Texas Hold 'Em

Click here to play this game

fun :D

2010-06-24T13:12:00.003+08:00

getting misunderstood for everything you do is really hurting T^T
especially if the one who leaks information is your best friend.

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sister playfully slapped me yesterday, parents got pissed
both of us got locked out from the bedroom in the corridor by dad
and my dad gave me 30 algebra questions to do
if not i cannot sleep and he demanded an explanation why she slapped me

COMMON! HOW ON EARTH WILL I KNOW
YOU BAD MOOD ANYHOW PUNISH PEOPLE.

so i didnt bother to explain. you screw up,
you unlock the door youself, i dont see a need to explain.
you screwed your relationship with your daughters.
even your daughter now at a simple age of 10 is AFRAID OF YOU.
what are you, a beast? please

USE YOUR HEAD AND THINK!

let me get it straight. im not gonna give in to you,
lock me out all you want. im never gonna do what you want
if i feel there is not a need to

2010-06-23T17:28:00.004+08:00

i really do :D
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today was SEACGON final day,
over alr :D missing SEACGON + peeps :D
took pictures with meizhen *look up*
i'll be looking forward to YOG :D

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im surprised alot people read my blog O.o
but don tag! look @ my cbox - 10 June
but i asked 3 people today and all said they read quite regularly
and the thing is i thought they dont know my blog exists. ==

FOUND THESE PICTURE I LOVE

2010-06-21T20:32:00.001+08:00

FOUND THESE PICTURE I LOVE TTM

the first pic is the awesome peiyu and i :D

the second picture turned out ringdingdong-ish enough :D
and i looked foreign :D

lame jokes at SEACGON ^^

2010-06-21T12:04:00.011+08:00

yesterday was SEACGON again, fun to the maximus but embarrasing too Dx
cause at first in front of all the coaches jinyao told them + all the RGS girls
present at SEACGON embarrassing stories about me (i wanted to kill her)

omg i have never been so embarrased in front of so many people in my whole lfe D: that i turned red like blood red and ran around the whole stadium half jumping. TT

anyway it was sad, and i was defending myself with a pathetic 80% of the thing i said
are jokingly LOL, then meizhen and shaun were like "why are you still her friend"

cause jinyao, i love you (: now stop bullying me T^T LOL

but i had no job but medalist which means slack for like 50 min then go on stage for 10 min
times about 6 times? xD

slacked tgthr with jinyao ^.^ haha then we exchanged lame jokes
together with meizhen shaun jon and jaja (all the coaches) :D
enjoy the lameness of SEAGON as all the jokes below are provided by shaun

What does the Bermuda Triangle and a blonde have in common?
A. They both swallowed a lot of semen (sea men)

three ladies went to this bar, jingyi, jinyao and meizhen.
the bartender told them there was this magic mirror in the bathroom
and if you tell a truth to it, you can get whatever you want.
but if you tell a lie to it, you will vanish into thin air with a poof.
jinyao went into the bathroom and said
"i think i am the smartest person in this entire bar"
and she walked off with the keys to this awesome new condo
jingyi went into the bathroom and said
"i think i am the cutest person in this entire bar"
and she walked off with the keys to this awesome new car
meizhen went into the bathroom and said
"i think..."

POOF!

jingyi, jinyao and meizhen died and went to heaven.
when they reached the gates of heaven,
saint petes appeared and said
"welcome to heaven, you can do anything here
but do not step on ducks, or something bad will happen to you"

so one day jinyao stepped on a duck. immediately st petes appeared and said
"because you stepped on a duck, you shall be punished"
and she gets handcuffed to this really ugly guy which she has to spend
the rest of her life with. Devastated, she went away crying.

jingyi and meizhen were afraid and became scared.
so they became extra careful.
one month later jingyi stepped on a duck. immediately st petes appeared and said
"because you stepped on a duck, you shall be punished"
and she gets handcuffed to this even more ugly guy which she has to spend
the rest of her life with. Devastated, she went away crying.

meizhen became extremely scared and spend the rest of her life
sitting on a chair and playing PSP
but one month later meizhen stepped on a duck.
but she finds herself handcuffed to this extremely handsome guy
and she asked "what did i do to deserve this?"
and the guy said "i stepped on a duck."

what is the difference between a mosquito and meizhen?
A: the mosquito stops sucking if you slap it

On a vacation in Spain, a guy goes to a bullfight. He sees the bull get killed. Afterwards he's looking for somewhere to eat and he comes across a restaurant near the bullring. He goes in and takes a seat. He can't understand anything on the menu, so he just orders the special of the day. The waiter brings out a bowl of broth in which float two large balls.

"What are these?" asks the guy. The waiter explains it's the balls of the bull that was killed in ring that day. The guy's adventurous, so he takes a bite, decides it's delicious and finishes it off.

The next day he's sightseeing but he can't resist going back to the restaurant and ordering "Bullfight Especial". The waiter brings out a bowl, but this time the balls are much smaller. He eats them anyway, finds them delicious but asks the waiter:

"Why were these balls so much smaller than they were yesterday?"

"Well, the bull don't always lose."

2010-06-19T21:19:00.000+08:00

i just realised how weak i am without my friends
i really need them.

2010-06-18T22:46:00.005+08:00

today was training at SEAGON again, boring like MAD SHIT T.T
before the thing started we had a bet, me and weiqi lost
had to do forfeit but it went overboard, and i went mad crazy at sherm weiqi and vallei
anger exploded, and i dao-ed them for 30 min? (the longest i ever ignored someone)
then they were trying to follow me and i exploded.

"your f***ing irritating"

i regret that to the max ok, sorry dears, i just cannot control my emotions lately >.<
dinner was local fried rice, sotong with green capsicum (didnt take), hakka style fried beancurd and gross vegetable

dinner-ed with vallei and shawn after shift.
asked vallei what was a weird thing i took from the beancurd part (there was chicken and sotong too)
cause i ate all the chicken, but the thing didnt look like chicken.
shawn said chicken. i trusted.

100% UNCHICKEN.

then he said it was sotong. EWWW. WTF. GROSS TO THE MAX
i hate sotong X.x

*puke*

SSSLEEEEEEEPY TO THE MAX D:
and i miss red moon D:

2010-06-13T22:53:00.004+08:00

today was SEAGON ^^
went to help out with shermaine weiqi and jinyao
i had a few major screwups X.x
and a few embarrasing incidents (well alot)
our trainer was shawn(?) this male gymnast or whatever whose supposedly from australia *shrugs*

and representing Singapore out of 7 reps, 5 are RGS and we got along ^^

i tried five different roles

1) medalist (i accompany the winner up onto stage and bring them down, then bring them to the waiting room)

- screw up 1 : they didnt listen to me cause they could understand english =.= i was like stand in a straight line. imagine a compass in front of you. what i wanted was for them to do east to west. but they stood north to south and even went past the stage limit =.= so i got scolded by a lady. T.T
-screw up 2 : i brought them to the waiting room through the wrong route so that lady once again started running after us screaming STOP STOP WAIT WRONG! damn PS ok =.=

2) coach escorter.

-got freaked out by the coaches when they asked me weird questions and started complaining to me and then they told me life stories and at last. they thanked me.

3) participant escorter (after they finish their routine then i'll bring them to the area to wait for their result)

4) ???? (where i bring the participants from the waiting room to the stage for performance)

5) unnamed role which shawn gave me (to look out for the three possible winners so that if they really win they can be found easily)

during dinner, 5 of us were trying to frame each other, in the end we did a few things

convinced shawn that jinyao likes married, gay male
embarrased weiqi by telling all stories of her burping during embarrasing and awkward situations and when she tried denying she spit out her food and it landed on the paper. hahahhahahaha
convinced shawn that shermaine had 3 boyfriends

and myself died too. they told shawn i like him =.= wtf.

and we were fooling around in the end, and we asked each other what hand gestures mean (all sick stuff) and we laughed like mad woman then we asked shawn and i told him the ans, he was like

"so? very corrupted meh?"

LOL damn corrupted. anyway going back for 3 more days, want take back the same role xD